Writings and Ramblings
Date: April 9th
Location: Leadville
Until my journey this Summer starts I feel like I’m in a holding pattern. Too trapped in my brain and beyond ready to experience life again.
I’m not doing enough things to keep my mind occupied. Should I start my goodbye tour of the area? Spending my daylight hours outside? I don’t know what I’m meant to be doing or what will help.
Maybe I just need to take a drive. I do my best thinking when I’m moving, especially listening to a podcast or audiobook. Other people's thoughts feed my own. Like a reference for a drawing, I need a reference for my own life and thoughts. Like a lightning rod, I need a focus to draw down the storm.
I was chatting with a friend and they asked me what I want my life to be like.
I told them that I want my life to be full of love, I want to see beautiful things and I want to inspire people to love our world. They told me that was my North Star. I see it more like a guiding constellation.
Osprey: An Osprey sits in her nest, her partner on a telephone pole across the street. A striking bird.
Til next time… Finley